2013 anxiety
So far, 2013 has brought a lot of stress and anxiety...coupled with some really fun times. I'm not complaining, but I am starting to feel a lot of different worries creep in and my head space is feeling cramped. It makes me feel nostalgic for the times when things felt more relaxed and easy, or even boring. If you know me a little, it might not make much sense, since a lot of good stuff has been happening lately. But I think people that know me more than a little might understand that my personal state of mind isn't always in line with how external life events are going. It's one of those kinds of times. I feel like I have a lot to worry about from a big general view, but getting down to the specifics I just feel silly and rationalize that I can conquer everything if I just take it one by one. I took a long time tonight to browse old emails from the spring semester of senior year...of high school. I was looking for the emails from college alumni from the different schools...