My Thought Process When I Drink Too Much Caffeine in the Afternoon

How did I meet this person that I'm talking with right now?
Are there any funny details I want to share with them? First impressions, including asides about our states of mind at the time when we met...drunk or kid? (HIMYM Marshall anyone?) Why is it so hard to remember?

How would it have been different if we met just a little while earlier?
Or at a different point in time? If I enjoy your company now, would I have benefited from meeting you earlier and having more time to enjoy you?

We absolutely have to talk through all these details of that time at so-and-so's party that this and that happened. 
Why is it so interesting to re-hash over events that happened so long ago that I can't even remember the name of the person throwing the party? I wonder where he or she is now...

What was your impression of me at this point in time? How about later? How about before? What changed? 
Gosh...everything can be written and rewritten over and over again. Even memories aren't solid.

Never mind how I met you...how did I come to arrive at this point? What led me here? 
Life is so full of surprises, but at the same time, by looking back it's easy to spot little indicators or contributors to the surprises in life.

Wait...how did the time change from 8:57 to 11:29 and I haven't moved? How have I not moved but my mind is so exhausted? 

 How am I not asleep yet? Did I eat or drink something weird? 

 Oh...caffeine...oh yeah...whoops...

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